so here's the scoop.

i may or may not have a job where i have to move, i'm still delightfully unmotivated for spanish.

and well, i need a new job period.

i also need to figure out where to put these poems, which are stuck in my head about the men in my life.

i'm overwhelmed with them, currently, because one randomly decided to step back in after a 3 month sabbatical...

i mean, c'mon, people, do i really need to be talking to this guy, who claims to love me, even though we have made each other completely miserable for extended periods...

is that love or masochism?

so anyhow, i'm nowhere good, and nowhere fun, really, i just need to figure out how to move out. seriousely.

and i wish i was with stella, no worries and across the country, i wish jessica wouldn't move to asheville, i wish something would work out to make my mind switch into work mode, instead of nothing matters mode.

and i wish eric would have picked up the phone, and i wish, it was APRIL 19!

really, really, really.

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