so i think we finally worked it out.

how we can be together, but not drive each other crazy expecting one another to do the things that we thought the other would do....

yea. so that means that me and damien can enter a different type of relationship that actually makes sense for our long distance relationship anyhow...

polyamory! :)

our relationship just demands it.

it's not like i have people lined up around the corner that i'm ready to get with, it just takes the pressure off the relationship, so that i can appreciate damien more than i have been and it alleviates some responsibility, which is important when all you can really do is concentrate on school...right now. :)

i mean, why break up with someone that you love, when you can just allow each other to remain in the relationship and not deny any other feelings that come along...but maintaining full honesty at the same time...with each partner. (come what may)

it doesn't mean i won't feel jealousy or even anger, but it does mean that i know i made a choice and i have to live with it, regardless of what happens.

and that's finally a mature stance on the relationship...

instead, what the fuck do we do know, sorta deal :)

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