if you miss something does that mean that you want it back or do you just miss the feeling that was produced.

do you miss that person, or do you miss what they gave you, or is it both?

and even if it was awhile ago...

can you still miss it? really?

obviousely today, i was going through old emails (trying to erase some shit) and pangs of loss shot through me, and i was actually saddened, which is a feeling i hadn't felt (and by feeling i mean physically) in awhile.

and the saddest part is that i can't travel back in time in my mind far enough to put any closure on this feeling, will i always feel sad? and do i feel sad because i wasn't honest with my actions due to circumstances and supposed logic with love...

my emotional side always says there is no logic with love, but that's how i act...

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