there are quite a few things in this small world (that i call my own) that i've grown to love over the course of the past months...and what is most important about the last few months is that i have become stale in some ways, yet suprisingly fresh in others...

for instance, i have zero desire to stay in this state any longer than i have too...this is the conclusion i have definetly come too...

absolutely without a doubt, i need to leave. that is apparent, it's an itch i have that's turned into a full blown rash...

also, i'm not going to be happy if i don't get in shape to the point where i'm not winded after a few moments of playful wrestling :) this is what all the running is for...my wrestling career. so, i need to do that, the vegetarian thing is working out...now, if only i could drop the bread and the dairy..and have nothing but vegetables and fruit left :) kidding, really...the bread needs to go...(however)

i'm also seriousely considering seeing someone for this lack of ability problem i seem to be having which is stunting my spanish homework...it's called failure, something i have never dealt with and something that i have dealt with daily since leaving school...

i just wish i was staring at my own computer screen instead of this one!!!!

so no more bitchin'...

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