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bio i'm trying to write through it, not around it and i'm a college graduate, recently enought that i think i'll actually find a job i like |
music modest mouse, bob dylan, ani difranco, le tigre, nelly furtado, outkast, saul williams |
rewind - - Tuesday, Nov. 23, 2004vote - Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 - - Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 long er and short er - Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004 fucking rant - Monday, Oct. 11, 2004 |
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Friday, Oct. 10, 2003 | 12:13 AM here's to nothing i ain't got a damn thing to contribute to this entry, except for the fact that maybe i'm not here for any reason, maybe i wasn't put here to do anything, maybe i'm just here. and that's it. it's a pretty depressing thought, but suprisingly humble as i'm not going around telling people how important i am, or even thinking i should be here for any reason. but even wanting to think so makes me selfish, and thats what we are, selfish human beings, looking for a way to do something that makes us feel like we have a purpose all i want is a few minutes alone. with my thoughts and maybe i can come up with something worth getting out of bed for... this is not rock bottom, this isn't even a crisis, and i don't even feel that mentally off.... i'm just numb.
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